are you taking your meds regularly? can they up the dose if possible? why can't you take klonapin? i hope you feel better, i know that doesn't help probably saying that but maybe you need to talk to someone else in addition to her. huggs and please keep up the good work you've done so far you don't want to ruin it for yourself. just think in an hour from now you may feel better if you try to hold on that long and keep telling yourself you can get through this. this too shall pass!!