I'm having very peculiar feelings today that are setting off depression. I feel as though I'm from a different time and place and should be there instead of here. I just don't belong in my generation. This is leaving me with very intense feelings of loneliness and isolation that I can't shake off. It hurts. I feel like I will just never connect with others my age, and this destroys a lot of opportunities for me - friendships, romantic relationships... all are impossible, unless I can somehow 'get over' this (which I don't see how I can). I feel like a true freak... needless to say, this Valentine's day will be a very difficult one for me to stomach...