Today, I'm happy. In fact, I was so happy I e-mailed my T to tell her about it. I've had a crush on this woman in an academic group I belong to for awhile, and we've been spending more and more time together. Well, I finally took the risk of telling her how I felt last night-- and she said she felt the same way-- and we had our first kiss. If it wasn't for therapy, I don't know that I would have had the courage to do that. I still can't believe *I* made the first move! I know unrequited love has been a common topic on the forums and, believe me, I've had my share of those. I've also had my share of unwanted interest. So, this whole idea of mutual interest--- I almost don't even know how to process it. It seems too good to be true. Not only is this going well, but so are things at work, with my family, with my friends, with my T, with my fitness (I'm going a trip next month and have the goal of wearing a bikini on a beach for the first time in my adult life!)-- it seems like a page has turned. I won't be naive and say that things will be rosy from here on out... but things seem really good right now. Even after telling my T, I still felt like i had to share somewhere else. I usually only post if something is *wrong*... but, today, I figured like it was worth posting because something feels right. However, I still have tummy butterflies that won't go away. If I could cure those, then I'd be at 100%.