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Right now, I just don't want to have DID, part of the time I think I made all this up in my head, but why?
Why am I like this? Why can't I get over this? What is wrong with me??? Why can't I just be normal???
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Im sorry sweety. I've been thinking that a lot lately myself: My heads just making it all up. I'm pretending, I'm acting, I'm just a costume.
It's a hard hand to play. I've straight up denied it for so many years. Only problem is, it never went away like I hoped it would. Now Im in face to face crisis mode.
It feels like I'm losing grips with sanity. Even reality has taken a skip or two.
I hope that you find your healing as much as I wish it on me. It sounds like you have a beautiful place. Oh how lucky you are.