I went through a couple of month of feeling so down. Sad, frustrated, angry, alone, drained.
None of it makes sense. My life, it's almost perfect. I've got all these amazing people around me.
I feel alone, becUse I bottle everything up. I've never been able to connect with anyone on that sort of level.. It's way too nerve racking.
Last week, I started feeling a little better, nothing special happened, it just happened.
Then the last couple of days, it's like I've come crashing back down. Again. Nothing special happened.
And now, right this very second. I have no damn idea what the problem is. I can't think or feel anything.
I do not understand.
I just want this all to go away.
:/