Welcome to Psych Central (PC). Sorry to hear you are feeling depression and anxiety.
Do you have a therapist? This is something a therapist can go more in depth with you.
A psychiatrist can provide a diagnosis and specific medicine to diminish your symptoms. If you have one already your symptoms may be a sign that it needs to be revised or changed. Talk to your Psychiatrist.
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