Somebody who knows me better than anybody except my T, and who has met my H a few times. [edited to add: I'm sorry, I realise that all this is TMI. I wasn't thinking clearly last night. Today I'm a little better, or at least less stunned, but I feel a deep blanket of sadness over everything. I know that nobody knows what my relationship is like better than I do, so I can't take somebody else's word for it. But still.]

Morning couch.