Here's one thing I wrote in an Email to her prior to receiving that one...

It's hard to love someone though, knowing they don't HAVE to love you back, and it's only temporary. That it's all textbook crap. Love itself makes me feel vulnerable....so much it can make me sick to my stomach.

Honestly....I feel like I'm becoming attached, and I don't WANT to. Throw that L word into the mix and it just gets more complicated.... ugh. I told her recently I wish I could be like most people I know. Living their lives, not having it complicated by therapy.

Anyway....it's 5:15 am and I have not yet gone to bed. S'pose I'd better give it a go!