You're simply none of those negative adjectives you used to describe yourself!!!


While you are stumbling through your grieving process, and this must be terribly hard for you, I would like to point out the fact that YOU HAD A CAREER, YOU WERE ******* BRILLIANT AT YOUR JOB, and you DIDN'T DO ANYTHING to screw that up.


Me? Lady I can't even work for 3 months without going batshit crazy. I flit from job to job on a routine basis. I've never known myself well enough to be able to even choose a field of expertise (although I'm supposedly intelligent) I've been changing my mind every few months for the past decade.


So wow, just wow that you chose to be a teacher, and an even bigger wow that you were such a spectacular one at that.


You might be many things Hooligan, but a stupid dumpster is nowhere near one of those things.