Sorry. Been so busy the last 2 days.... because I got the car!!!! I love it. I called up my fiance yesterday to ask him if I could go to the store. He responded: "You have your own car now. Go wherever you want to". Lol. I'm so used to asking.

I am extremely excited about the car, but it is also causing me a lot of anxiety. I feel overwhelmed by all the papers, numbers, things you have to do. I pretty much have the insurance squared away. Just need to step up bills going to my email. The loan is done. Just need to figure out when and how I pay them. There was an open part recall (?) on my car, so I have to call up about that. And I found a crack on the windshield, so have to figure out that. Then I need my mom to get her stuff out of my garage so I can have my car at my place (it's at my fiance's grandma's house right now). It needs a car wash, and I need a few things for the dogs. Oh, I have to figure out the radio/computer thingy and remove the dealer stickers and license frame.

Everything is minor and will get done, but it feels overwhelming right now. The last 3 days, I have been out of the house for at least 6 hours each day. That in itself is a lot for me to handle. Once things are in order, I'm sure I'll calm down and then really enjoy my freedom. This is such a huge step towards progress for me. I feel like a real adult now, especially since the car is in my name.

Thank you for bumping this and asking. I've didn't really have time for the forums until now. Yesterday I didn't have time fir breakfast or lunch (really bad when you're diabetic and also need foid to take all your meds ). But today I'm taking a break. For the first time in 9 years, my fiance is taking me out to dinner on Valentines. So I'm going to spend the day relaxing, sleeping, and just enjoying the day!