Teal

I did not send T an email. Honestly today I don't remember what I felt last night or y. As hard as I try to remember so I could at least tell T Monday for the life of me I can't recall. I made another post last night as well. Maybe if I read that I'll recall or it'll tell me so I can share with T. Maybe I should just forget about and not care. I dunno. I kno the darkness is wrapped around me and has been for almost a week maybe even longer I don't recall.

I don't want kids killing themselves either. I kno there are a lot of gay youth doing it and were driven to it by tormentors. Peers society and their parents add fuel to the depression and self loathing. I feel for them. I wasn't bullied in school but was at home and especially in my own head. It was a very dark time for me but I can't say it was the worst. I hope u feel better today. Think of it this way. All around the world ppl feel down but every day someone somewhere starts to feel better. Our day will come.