Thanks so much guys, it was a help knowing I had these little supporters in my pocket.

I got through the wedding reception very successfully. I'd been described as a lot of fun tonight. I drank probably a bit more than I should have (10ish beers) but wasn't silly. I may regret that in the morning.

For some reason on the drive back to our rooms we ( well more my partner) decided we would make the trek home that night. I was disappointed as I was ready to relax and reward myself for getting though the wedding so well. And I had planes to check out some old haunts and visit some mates in the morning. But somehow I got rushed out the door and carted home, we made it in 3 hours - casualties included one skittish fox, a frog, 3 bush mice and narrowly avoided 5 Roos and 3 wallabys (or distinctly marked little Roos? Hard to tell at high speed). We had both had a lot of caffeine and even more on the drive home, so it's now been decided that we'll stay up a bit longer and play very long board games...

Bad decision for my health, I know that right now, but we have zero commitments tomorrow and it's be a ton of fun. And we don't do things like this often.

I'm feeling a bit nausous and weak because I totally went off the low gi diet and off the detox stuff for the day and had my meds really late. I think a game will stop me making myself sick then depressed laying in bed..

Partner is calling now

Ps I lost my journal, may explain long overposting