I'm depressing out. I think my meds are making me worse. I feel over medicated. I really don't feel like being on here. I think my AD causes hypo then the stabilizer causes depression where I need more AD, then stabilizer...I'm climbing the med ladder and I don't like it one bit. Why do I feel like I have med induced bipolar?

I feel strung out. I don't remeber feeling like this before meds. Life was tolerable, I was tolerable. I only had bouts of depression with a happy time after it. I'm missing it.

Besides, it's getting where I can't afford to see a pdoc anymore, at least right now. I need to go pick up my last refill and start going the other way on meds tapering off.

That's the plan for now at least.