Yes I did have a shrink she was awesome, she brought her dog to work. I went for 3 months just about every weekend. I stopped going because it was pointless. Everyday I'm thinking something different, so I'd always ramble on a new subject every time Id go. After a 2 months it stopped working & helping because every time was different because my problems & thoughts change a lot.

Ssri - 3 months Zoloft, Prozac 3 months, and some other for 2 months. Those drugs affect me & the people around me. The first 2 months are fine, the medicine helps after the first month. And then I go insane & effect myself & the people around me in a negative way. I can't start taking them anyways because they would mess my trading up & lose money.

Sociopath - Just over the past couple years I've lost a lot of my emotions. I can't feel a lot of things so I just replace them with acting. Which is perfectly fine with me, I like it. I don't have to feel. Love is just a series of like 15 chemicals activated in the brain, I just don't feel them being activated anymore haha. I slowly keep losing more of my emotions. I guess that's why I say that. Just losing my feelings slowly overtime.