I know this feeling
I turned on previous T in the kind of way that a child will suddenly turn around and tell you that they hate you out of nowhere. I didn't understand what was happening at the time and unfortunately neither did she. I think I'll always carry the wound from that one... But that's another story...
More to the point, I had something very similar happen with T about three weeks back. I had that too vulnerable, need to shut you out feeling, but I recognized the feeling in myself - I posted here about how I felt disconnected in session... Anyhoo, recognizing it led to a huge breakthrough for me.
Love... In my opinion what is not said about love is more powerful and true that anything that can be said. It happens, in many different guises. It just is. Let it be.

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