I feel like such a burden to the world. I feel so pathetic and useless. I’m and insult to humanity. Why do I even exist? I have no purpose. I just can never seem to satisfy anybody.

I also can’t stop crying. I can’t get out of bed. I can’t concentrate on reading anything (have to read everything 10+ times to make sense out of it or tell people to talk slowly).

I just hate myself a lot. I want to hurt myself but I’m so tired out of my mind to get up and do something. I feel like I’m such a burden to people. I feel like crying all the time. It’s hard for me to even hold back my tears (and it doesn’t even matter where I am; I just start crying). I cry myself to sleep basically every night. I feel so ******.

I’m so ashamed of who I am. Sometimes I get those ‘moments’ when I realize that I’m real and then I think to myself, “What have I done to myself?”. I’m just so weird. I’m constantly mad at myself. I just can’t stand myself.

I always hope for the worst things to happen to me. Waiting for a car to hit me or something. I just want to die. I’m such a hassle for people to deal with. Everybody hates me. I agree with them though – there is nothing good about me; I can’t even name one thing.

So fed up of myself. **** my life.