thank you for the hugs. they helped for a while, but now Im feeling bad again. it is like i can't do anything right and everytime something goes wrong it is my fault. if someone does not do what they are suppose to do im the one who gets yelled at. im just so sick of this and wish it would end. i know it is all lies, but when it is said to me in so many different ways verbal and non verbal i believe it and am treating it like the truth. why should i bother to fight it anymore, it is no use. im sorry