One of my Ts has a bunch of games...I keep wanting to play Candyland with him.

I think you have a great T, psychmajor. If I recall correctly, isn't this a fairly new T for you? If so, he is probably still working on building a connection with you. It sounded like the game was helpful for that (he showed he was aware of how uncomfortable things were becoming for you), plus it seemed to work as you said it kept you from getting too anxious. All good things!