I can't sleep because I feel like people/cameras are watching me all the time. And for some reason, I feel like the darker the room, the more they can see. I had a hallucination a few days ago that a man came out of the mirror and choked me, so all reflections are now portholes to new worlds. Sometimes I can feel the eyes, or see something move in the TV's reflection, but most of the time it is fine. I have hoarded all my dogs into my room and have two on my bed. One of them wouldn't leave me alone all night and and is constantly trying to be close to me. Maybe she feels the cameras too. It is getting harder and harder to live a normal life with so much pressure to perform perfectly. Does anyone else ever feel like they are being watch constantly? What have you done to stop the feelings?
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I appreciate your help.... But even you can't save me from myself.
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Med cocktail:
Geodon 40 mg
Dapakote 1500 mg
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