I can't sleep tonight..

Last week I had this revelation.. no one in my life who loves me has ever stood up for me. I think that is why I am in overdrive now, and I can't keep my damn mouth shout when I should IRL. I talked about it a bit in T last week, but it is still haunting me. When you love someone you stick up for them, when they have been wronged. Heck, you may even need to stick up for them when they are being a wee bit irrational. Just wish, somebody stuck up for me we I was abused, or even saw the signs. Blah!