Got a call from my older boy, he knows how to make me feel better about myself.. i'm thankful that I woke up feeling better today. I maybe made a bit of a fool of myself, drank six beers, decided to say something nasty to the guy, but he was much nastier to me the day before, and I feel ok about it. I've done much worse when drunk.
Son is doing well working hard, younger is more of a problem to motivate, but when I finally smarten up and get my act together he'll see a better example. One slip up is ok.
Oldest has a plan to get a car, we can split the cost, and I love the idea. I need to get out of this little town once in a while.
Hugs to all, hear you.... just don't like my hugs badge for some reason. If I hugged every post I read there would be thousands... I wish depression and illness didn't exist, but maybe we are the ones who really understand the world, and the rest who don't get so incredibly depressed are just living in a different world, oblivious to the bad things?
Going to make something good to eat, my appetite is back now.