I think i have learned alot of coping skills here and have prevented any episode so far and thisis the time i start a slide into depression/spring mania mixed. Im catching myself time and time again . Im not feeling perfect but im not close to a hospitilization either
That being said..i will skip threads that will trigger me when i have to and try to remain aware but not obsessive
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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