It just takes a free afternoon, without school work to do, for me to not know what to do.
Without goals, hobbies or passions I feel so lost, that I don't know what to do with my life.
I wish I could like something. Not having imposed obligations and objectives makes me someone without a life, someone who doesn't want nothing and have nothing to tell and can't make herself happy.

I don't want you to give me ideas about what I could do. I already thought about that. But when I don't have outside objectives the things I do to relax from school work gets boring and uninteresting. I just want to know how to give a purpose to my life, how to change me to be proactive, who to set my own goals to my self and feel fulfilled.

Because this feeling of nothing is exhausting.
Does anyone relate?