How are you hanging in there?? I know and understand how you feel and your LCM. It can feel like a ridiculous sort of hell, eh?

If I could offer you one piece of advice to help you -- the #1 goal of a LCM, T, pdoc, or anyone else in this field is to see the client they very much care for get healthy. The best thing you can do for your LCM right now is take a step forward to help yourself. Baby steps work great! I know this is easier said than done, but, you can do it! You just got a bunch of snow -- get bundled up and go outside, lay on that white blanket and breath in that fresh, crisp air and make a snow angel. Go do something innocently fun. Just go do a little something to lift your spirits and take your mind off everything. Even if it's for a few minutes. It will help. And hopefully inspire you do keep taking steps forward.