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Originally Posted by JumpingJacks
YES! I have felt that people were monitoring my every move and it's when my mania is moving into it's highest stages. I am getting very agitated and anxious at those times. I thought there were cameras in the vents in my rooms and in my car and that people in other cars knew what I had just typed into my phone. I thought there was a government plot against me. I think you are very very manic. I am too right now. I think you responded to one of my posts earlier. I am right there with you. I feel like people are watching me all the time. I haven't gotten to the point where I think there are the cameras yet. But I think we both need a med change fast!!! It's fun at first and then it gets bad. I hope you're okay 
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Yea, I did! :P It was when I was having fun with this but now it feels like everyone and every thing is trying to get me or knows everything about me. I can't turn off my TV at night because the dark reflection is an evil world and I see shadows move in it. I have had the camera thing since I go out of the hospital 4 weeks ago. I feel like I might be going back soon as they know I am not coping well. I hope that you get help soon too and get stable! I will eventually, hopefully, lol.
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I appreciate your help.... But even you can't save me from myself.
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Med cocktail:
Geodon 40 mg
Dapakote 1500 mg