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Originally Posted by Lillyleaf
Well, I'm living right now. I attend school, but last semester I did want to kill myself and almost got send to the hospital (like psych ward). This semester is alright so far. I feel like I have to fight to be in control all the time though. It's ever single day of my life I struggle with the want lose control. I don't know if I will. I think of suicide often even though I don't want to think such thoughts.
I don't want to lose the frail thing I call life at the moment.
I also, don't want to lose control again.
Lillyleaf
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Well Lilly. It doesn't seem as though what you call life is working in your favor right now. Don't you think it would benefit you to feel a little better than suicidal and out of control? I know new drugs are scary, but you need to feel better than this.
Is there anyway you can take a semester off from school while getting used to the Lithium? That way if you don't feel it is working for you , you will have a chance to go back to p-doc and make adjustments. Just a thought.
