(((((((((((((((Dreamrunner))))))))))))))))))
Depression has a not so funny way of making seemingly exciting things more dreadful than anything. But maybe this is what you need? Maybe some time with your husband, and general time away from a normal atmosphere will help things?

A Western philosopher Rene Descartes once said "I think, therefore i am." If you try and put a more positive spin on your spa night ... maybe something good might just come out of it.

Hang in there
Jacq