If you go to pandys.org you will find a good article on rape fantasies. (I can't post a link yet. )

I used to fantasize about being kidnapped and raped when I was a kid. No idea why I would. Tho i do know there was childhood sexual abuse but i remember very little of it. What is weird about this is that 20 some years later I still remember what the house looked like and every detail in it. The layout, colour of the sofa, wallpaper, where the bedroom was and what the kitchen looked like and the lighting, and the dark bedroom. ): etc. If I ever walked into a house like that I would lose my mind! :0)