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Originally Posted by AllHeart
How are you hanging in there?? I know and understand how you feel and your LCM. It can feel like a ridiculous sort of hell, eh?
If I could offer you one piece of advice to help you -- the #1 goal of a LCM, T, pdoc, or anyone else in this field is to see the client they very much care for get healthy. The best thing you can do for your LCM right now is take a step forward to help yourself. Baby steps work great! I know this is easier said than done, but, you can do it! You just got a bunch of snow -- get bundled up and go outside, lay on that white blanket and breath in that fresh, crisp air and make a snow angel. Go do something innocently fun. Just go do a little something to lift your spirits and take your mind off everything. Even if it's for a few minutes. It will help. And hopefully inspire you do keep taking steps forward.  |
Haha I'm not going outside in this mess. It's like -677788 degrees and I think still blizzard conditions. It makes me really worried that LCM won't be able to come home. We've been absolutely pounded with snow over the past few weeks. My teachers have gotten stuck out of state. I'm worried she'll be stuck and I'll flip out and be sad when she doesn't text me because I'll know her flight probably got delayed, but I'd still be scared that she died. I asked her before she left how I'd know if anything happened and she just shrugged. I don't even know if she's alive right now.
I'm not doing too great but I guess I'm not doing too badly. I still really REALLY miss her and it hurts that I still can't communicate with her at all. I've gotten absolutely no mental health care since she left because of her absence and the snow has cancelled all of my appointments.