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Originally Posted by CyborgGirl001
I feel as if everything was planned. My demise, my feelings, my disdain. My antropophobia, my apathetic nature toward the world, humans and life...my frustration and emptiness with no real core. This machine knows that it will cease to function, and that it is not a matter of time...it was already known. I have always felt this way since my earliest years alive, and I feel there truly is no escape, just apathy towards the problem.
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Originally Posted by CyborgGirl001
I give up. I just do not like or care for the world or people. It is better to stay in my mind.
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I hope you don't mind me saying this but I don't think you are as apathetic as you may think. I don't think an apathetic mind would think about escape. I also see many more negatives about the human race and interaction with people but I also see positives. Its academic anyway though because we are human. Apathy is the absolute worst part of depression. At times I feel like I've lost the ability to love and to care. I
hate that feeling.