This is a very honest thread showing a huge amount of growth whether you realize it or not. I can relate as early on in my therapy I was afraid that if I got better, I would either lose therapy or my T wouldn't be as caring and attentive.

You can improve AND gets tons of love and attention. It's just hard to believe right now.

I'm not going to beat you up over your T situation. It is good that you are aware that it is something you can look into later. It doesn't hurt to have a running list of things you want to work on but aren't ready to tackle yet.

For me anyways, the first step has been just tolerating thinking about the changes I wanted to make.

I'm sure LCM is ok will have lots to share when she gets back. I like the glasses analogy!