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Originally Posted by JaneTennison1
For what it's worth I don't think yyou are lazy, I think you have some very valid fears and maybe some depression holding you back. The reasons you have listed for struggling with getting better are also valid
My suggestion would be to share these fears with your life coach and include her in helping you find a T. I don't thinking finding a T has to mean the end of your work with your life coach but it is understandable why you would be scared it would.
This thread I think shows the beginning of you dipping your toes in the water and exploring what scares you about healing. I am glad for you and I hope this can be the start to some conversations about moving forward.
Best of luck.
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I told her this actually before she left. We haven't had time to work on it. She said "sweatheart, do you really think I'd leave you when you're doing better? I want to be there to cheer you on! Plus we have so many things to work on." She then listed a bunch of stuff she wants for me.
Well, I am lazy. Whether or not my depression or PTSD or whatever is holding me back doesn't really matter because regardless of the cause, I'm sleeping on a spare blanket because I wet the bed (for the second time since LCM left) and haven't bothered to wash my sheets.