Thanks Patty
Just really nice getting thoughts on my situation....I don't know what to do...I stayed home this weekend and spent time catching up on the "lovely" house work. I went to the opening of an exhibition were I work and tonight I have a trivia night for our community's preschool. I feel good...I'm haven't heard from my partner much and he hasn't mentioned the concert.
I'm a bit numb when I think of it..........so just trying not to worry...........I almost feel like "who cares". I do feel very lonely..........
I do think that this man had hurt me alot in out relationship and maybe I should just be kind to myself..........my mums pretty concerned as she knows that I'm missing my sparkle.
I really don't know what and how to feel at the moment.