Hi dear,
I understand your problem. Many a people face problems wearing a bikini as they are not comfortable with exposing much of their skin. But nowadays there are options with which you can comfortably wear a bikini and not expose much skin.
Beach cover ups are a great invention is the swimwear industry which gives you the freedom of wearing a bikini without feeling uncomfortable. Beach cover ups like kaftans, tunics, sarongs makes you look really stylish!