Yes, at least one in a specialist kind of bar to do something they both enjoy. And when I couldn't pay and wanted more hours she suggested we go to a rather famous London hotel bar to do 90 minutes there instead and so have no room rental, but it wouldn't be suitable to do trauma work there so..

But the other clients thrive on it. And I couldn't.

I like getting away from convention and hate authority (rigidity and routines make me nervous) so doing things in ways that seemed to be offbeat and unorthodox always appeals to me. And she said several time she herself actually has a problem with authority.

My head is just a mess when I think on all this. There seem to have been too many variables, too many curve balls and possibilities and complications.