<font color="blue"> When i SI i use scissors... And for 5 long years it has been working for me... Now since when did the feeling leave... I cut with the scissors and it didnt numb me, it didnt releive my emotional pain, it barley even helped... All i thought about was i need more, more pain, more blood.. I felt that i couldnt even cut my self right cause it didnt even help... Has anyone experienced this? is it normal? or is it just that i fail at my one and only coping skill? </font>
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