ive never been "officially" diagnosed with anorexia but ive been struggling for a while with my weight. the "yo-yo" diet: going up and down BMI ranges.

in currently 19.1 but steadily dropping again. the worst ive been was around 13 and it was so hard to get back where i am now, and to have it slowly (but steadily) ripped away from you just throws all that effort into %#@&#!..i shouldve died last time so i wouldnt have to go through all this again.