What I restricting now is no carbs period... Like starchy breads and grains. I will only eat veggies lots of meat and some fruit. I only drink water, I never like eating much. I am afraid it will hurt my progress I have some loose skin and been bulking like I've never before. I started doing this a year ago after coming out of a coma finding out the girl I liked never liked me. I felt badly hurt and so I feel I wasn't good enough so after going through a year of eating one neal a day to now one or two meals every couple days. I have lost about 30 additional lbs about that on top of 70 lbs altogether but I'm short of my goal of 135. I look like the height of 5'7" 5'9" I don't know. I used to weight almost 245 my heaviest ever in my life. I used to be 80 lbs 7 years ago. At 14 I was very underweight, now I lost 80 heading to lose 30 more. I stopped eating and it's became an addiction really to help bring control of things I can't the only way I can for now. Is what I eat and constant exercise, I lift weights the most on top of running and light exercises.
I have neurological condition that's rare called stiff person syndrome it makes me helpless and feeling like I'm paralyzed when it erupts everytime. I'm going to keep losing weight and keeping it off. Not ever gaining one bit of it back no matter how hard it takes.
I just got so tired of hating my make figure then having girls just jump to mu friends and ignore me like I'm this space in the room that shouldn't belong here.