I generally am super-weary of boundaries, but Im also really hoping I can get some answers. I doubt she will still have notes on me, but hopefully she'll remember something helpful. If not, then I will try to keep my train of negative thoughts from running away with me. She definitely was one of the most meaningful therapists for me, so I know I have way more invested in this than just finding out if I spoke to her about certain abuse situations. I just have to keep reminding myself the relationship didn't hold the same impact for her...

The therapy relationship can be so screwy sometimes. If we let them, they hold a huge space in our lives (for better or worse), yet we barely make a blip on their radar in the long run - just another client. Even if they "cared" for us, it was nowhere near the magnitude we may feel reciprocally...

Now I wait. Not only did I call on a long weekend, but I'm assuming she'll be quite busy anyway (looks like she is the only trauma/s.a. therapist there, and looks like she is one of the supervisors too). I will try to wait patiently, though that's not my strong suit when it comes to this stuff...