I am kinda trying to just concentrate on the trauma stuff, but this new T is still pretty worried about the sh... I know it will be part of the conversation on Thursday, but that conversation will also address the trauma stuff.
Hoping I can keep the sh from getting too bad this round. it would sabotage the therapy if it did, so I need to try to keep it under control. The crappy thing is that I feel it creeping up to the "sh for the sake of sh because it feels good" status...