I too am not feeling good about myself today. I have been working hard on not beating myself up. I'm actually the person that family stopped talking to. People ask me why would i want them back. It's because they are my family. I know it was bad with them but there is something about belonging. But i have learned this past year that it may be the best.and that i need this to grow.

I'm kind of not doing well right now so my mind isn't functioning right, but i feel this thread is important.

This morning i seemed to come upon articles are women feeling themselves after leaving a relationship or finding themselves. They seemed to have find joy eithin themselves and got themselves into better relationships. Maybe i am closer to it and today is just a set back.

I really feel like a useless person because i haven't been able to accomplish much or whatever i tried failed.so i have been working on new dreams.

I don't know if this adds to the talk as i wrote before, i too am not doing well today. I am trying to figure a way out of this hole i am feeling.

Walking didn't help as it was cold. So doing meditation now.

I hope you are doing better now.