<font color="#000088"> Am I really that bad,that people here don't even want to give me a chance.I'm trying so hard to fit in,and show support also,not just get it! Because I really do care,and if people would just give me a chance you would see how much of a caring person I am.It's true I have bad day's,but who doesn't? I won't lie,I have a big problem with my temper,but at least I'm big enough to admit it,and I'm working hard to try to control it.I mean,I'm under attack daily at home,by 2 of my neighbors,so I'm always on defensive mode.I know that's none of your fault,and if I've hurt any of your feelings because of it,I am truly sorry.I also lost my father not too long ago,so my family has been verbally abusing me as well,so I'm really going through so much abuse right now,that I just need as much support as I can get.Now my methods,of some of the things I post,you may not understand why,but there is a rhyme and a reason for everything I do,so please just give me the benefit of the doubt! I'm not here to harm anyone,I'm here to support and be supported,true I get off track sometimes,but when you see that,it means something is happening to me at home,and I'm in trouble emotionally,and need help the most,so please don't push me away,and leave me in a corner like my Mom did when I was a child.I need you all,and I will be here for you as well,just please give me a chance,and don't throw me away,I've been trashed so many times,I'm lucky to be alive,and there's a reason why God has kept me alive,so if you don't trust me,atleast trust God,and give me a chance!
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