Today I confessed to my T that I SI, and that I did it again last Saturday. I don't SI often, maybe once a month or so, and more in an attempt to find something that makes me feel better - invariably SIing doesn't help so I quit until the next time I'm desperate. Anyway, I promised T I wouldn't do it again (she didn't make me promise, although she did press a little). I always keep my promises.. so I should say good-bye to SIing.