they say I am bp,, need to know for my sanity and because they are pushing more pills,,my idea is try to drive myself into hypo or worst to prove once and for all to myself..but it scares the hell out of me..I am thinking cut back on sleep and pump up the caffine..maybe hard as I am afraid to cut back the lamotrigine, completely stable for a long time with my depression under control but I disagree with my documented "mania" so that is why I have to know,,only then can I accept it or know they are wrong,, I know treat the symptoms forget the disorder but I need to know...besides who wants pills if they really do not need them..sorry all just ranting as usual