I was not sure where to post this so feel free to move it.

When I'm here at PC, I like to go to chat and talk to people, I like to hear their stories and feel I can relate to a lot of it. I miss the people here if I don't come on for a while.
But in real life I can hardly get close to anybody. When people talk to me I often freeze up, I can't stand people touching me (it feels like my skin stings... it's wierd), I tend to react violently when people try to hug me and I'm not prepared, otherwise I just freeze up.
I can talk to people about school stuff and things that really have nothing to do with me, but as soon as people start getting a little personal, I usually act real childish or become hostile, which usually makes them go away.
I've often been told that I am arrogant, and maybe I am.. I don't know, I don't feel arrogant. Inside my head I can relate to people, like I will think in my head I want a hug, or think about talking normally to people. But it's not what I do.

Do any of you feel that way. Guess it just really bothers me cause I want people to like me, and I want to be able to show them that I like them back, but as it is I don't think I'm actually an easy person to like.

Izzy