I'm going to talk about suicide. If that's uncool with you, this is the warning.

Okay.
It sucks. You tell anyone "hey, I'm going to kill myself." They say something like "don't kill yourself," or better yet "have you tried therapy," the list goes on and on but everyone goes along the same vein. Don't kill yourself, don't kill yourself.

I've tried therapy. Only one therapist I've really connected with. He never discouraged me. In fact, he was very ambivalent about the whole thing. It was like a breath of fresh air. I can't tell anyone about committing suicide because the response is going to be the same.

Honestly, there's no solution. I don't even know why I'm posting this. It's just that it sucks that people can't not be hurt when I kill myself. Sorry, if I kill myself. I'll give myself the benefit of the doubt.