Do not wish to die...yet it is getting harder and harder to function.
I just want to stop. No eating drinking going to the bathroom no talking to T no talking on the phone to anyone no games nothing but uninterrupted sleep.
I do not know how to snap out of it.
Medication is taking so long to help.
I care for an aging parent and recently have been considering taking her with me and leaving together. Crazy.
I just feel too tired to go on living.
I think of Robin Williams...and I believe he could not see a way out. This ...this depression, I think, makes me want to give up too. I just do not know how to hold on and be a 24/7 care taker too. I do not
I repeat
I do not want to die.
I just do not know how to go on.
I know there is not answer to my question. I am not sure I know why I put it out in cyber space.