Okay, I am not sure where to post this one…I have been thinking about how many “issues” I have in my life. I am a survivor of abuse (including sexual). I struggle with depression, anxiety, addiction, eating disorder, PTSD, ADD, self harm…I have strong tendencies to isolate myself and I am on a ton of meds. Part of me wonders if there is anything else that could go wrong with me. I think most of my issues are probably rooted in childhood abuse.
Does anybody else ever feel like…I don’t know, like there are too many issues to deal with or maybe a little crazy because they struggle with numerous issues?
Overall, I know I am not broken…but, why me? Why so many struggles? I could see dealing with an eating disorder or depression or ADD or one or two of the many things, but all of them? Am I crazy? Am I making this all up? Am I delusional and really insane?