So this is the day that I was afraid for, for the last 2.5 years.. I went to the mall and I saw her. I thought I died. My heart drop to the floor, i started panicking. I could not breath. I went completely nuts. I was in this store and she was on the other side of the store, so i almost ran out of the store and ran outside.. heavy breathing and stuff. I don't want her to see what a mess I am. it was horrible. I'm so glad she did not see me. But i'm afraid every time I go out that I will see her. I never ever had such a bad panic attack in my life.. exhausted.