Indestructible, it's really striking you call yourself a horrible person at that time. Turn on the news to hear about really horrible people. Your T is the one who let boundaries get soft, so maybe she is horrible, having known better. More realistically the relationship was ill-fated from early on and you may have gained insights that will carry you forward.

You're not to much for PC. A lot of us have followed your journey and want to hear from you.